was it always that way?

I keep thinking about it. JUST KIDDING. It’s not important at all. I just realized that a kid’s life is all about school and living up to other people’s expectations. Well, I didn’t just realize that. I had already thought about it for a while, but I didn’t think I needed to put my thoughts on a blog. I still don’t think I need to. I know that even if I put something on my blog about the way I think of something, I will be judged awkwardly anyways. Anything anyone does, always gets judged. Can’t we ever have a place where anyone can do whatever they want (except robbing and other crimes) without being told they are wrong (all the goddamn time)? I know that is also wrong.

Writing this makes me feel gross. It makes me feel as if I’m trying hard for attention and it makes me feel like a try-hard. I actually don’t know if I am or not. All I know is that I am a gross human being to some people. And I see some people as gross people. What do I care. See? I care too much.

I think I’m bored and hungry and writing this because I am. Ahhhhh. I need lunch. Until next time!!

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